"I'm the Sun Summoner.
It gets dark when I say it does."

Soldier | Summoner | Saint

Hi! I'm Alina Starkov, cohost of an OSDD-1b system. Explore this carrd to learn more about me <3

I don't care if you're scared of a
sweet
little
unforgettable
thing
<3 /lyr

About me

I'm Alina Starkov, I'm aged 17-18 here, very gay, and I've been a cohost since around July 2021. I identify strongly with my source, but my system have only read the first book so :,) /lh
My roles are:

caretaker, soother, cohost, BPD traits holder, TH, innerworld cartographer

My likes and dislikes

Likes: sourcemates; using my powers; making jewellery; some of source; my friends; drawing; edits of myself; my spotify playlist; feminism; dance; being gay /lh

Dislikes: The Darkling, the orphanage, being alone or abandoned, loved ones being hurt, powerful old men, shadows, bigotry, not being taken seriously, academic stuff, the body's mother

My loved ones

This is just a little appreciation section for the people that make this mess of a life worth it. I love you all so much /p /g <3. Also the songs are just songs that remind me of you guys /p <3
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Mal (NIS): You taught me about cardinal North and true North, and I'll never forget it. You have always been, and will always be, my true North. My home. My safe place. You're my best friend, and honestly you're family. Thank you for everything, a thousand times over. We've been through so much together, and I will always be eternally grateful for you. I couldn't have made it through half of what I did without you there by my side rooting for me no matter what. I will always be here rooting for you too, your dorky bestie and honorary him-bro, apparently /lh.

Inej (NIS): Inej, for starters, you deserve so much more than you realise. You've been through so much and you're so much braver than you know, you deserve only happiness and it will always be an honour to be by your side during your pursuit of it. Your friendship means a lot to me, and I will always, always be here for you- no matter what you need, or what's going on, always. Thank you for showing me friendship, and for the brave, kind Inej we all know and love. I'm no Saint, but you may just be an angel /p <3

Jesper (NIS): Hey there, himbro! I couldn't do a lovemail section and leave you out, you're one of my closest friends and a joy to have in my life. You're always around to talk, vent, be dorky with, and generally be a light in my life. I appreciate you so much, and I will always be proud to be a goat/ honorary himbro /lh. Thank you for putting up with my chaotic pictures of Kaz as seahorses and Russian dolls, and making your own with me <3 You're a better person than you know /g <3 (also I don't have a picture of us together so I made one /lh)

Kaz (in-sys): No idea if you'll even see this, but I know you'll find it at some point. Or I'll tell you because I can't keep a secret. Either way, it's been an honour to watch you grow into the man you are today. We split literally on the same day, and we've been through a hell of a lot together. You are stronger and braver than you know, and I'm so, so proud of you /g. I know I annoy the hell out of you, but there's no getting rid of me, so I'll always be around to feed your pants to the goat, chase you with pat-pat sticks, be bunk buddies, and generally make you wish murder was legal /lh. Here's to all our time spent together (some of it was involuntary bc frontstuck but shh) as cohosts, and everything we've yet to experience /pos <3 (also Jesper made the picture, don't @ me /lh)